close call

close call

on loop: the pieces don't fit anymore ~ james morrison

ARGGH. soo stressfuullllll! i thought i've lost this blog forever. i couldn't access it since this morning, and i've tried everything to retrieve it. apparently, it was removed for some god forsaken reason. but now it's back!!!! RELIEF. i didn't realize the posts in here meant so much to me. i mean, i haven't even been here in, like, 2 years minimum. but it felt totally and unexpectedly crappy when i thought i'd never be able to get into this blog again. i mean, the stuff in here are tantamount to about 4 years of my life i think. and those 4 years are years that changed a lot in me. now, i've never been the type to talk much and i'm not the share-y yappy kind so i tend to keep my thoughts to myself. and to this blog. it would be nice to look back and see how far i've come (or maybe not.. so far. but still). which is precisely what i've always meant this blog to be for.

anyway, that felt like a close call. and i'm just so relieved and thankful to even be back :) LOVE IT.