sad news

first of all, i would like to express my deepest condolences for everyone who knew Kyle Andrew Castillo who passed away recently due to colon cancer. let us offer a prayer for the eternal repose of his soul. rest in peace, kyle :s

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even if i wanted it to be otherwise, i had to end up starting my "return of the comeback" post on a very somber note. i recently found out that a quasi-childhood friend-slash-classmateforthelongesttime kyle castillo passed away to be with our Lord. it came as a complete shock. i was never particularly close to him, but he was always there in the same way i always was. co-existence, one might say. it is so hard to imagine someone who's always existed as one to always be there to be gone. he was always full of life, i even thought of him as mysterious and enigmatic for a while... actually, for the whole while that i was in school with him. always thought that he'd turn out allright even after he left for CSA, then later on for the states. it's safe to say he is well loved and will be sorely missed. i sincerely hope he's doing great where he is now...

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school's gobbling me up... which is so sad since i might be kicked out in a matter of days, i guess i'm somewhat halfway there already, i'm just waiting for the formal indictment. but then again, i am hoping that i could stay. it may not show in my academic performance but i really love my school... and i honestly don't see myself anywhere else. it would really break my heart to have to leave. darn... regret really does always come in the end, doesn't it?

anyway, i haven't updated for so long since i've hardly had time to even sleep-eat-drink... you know, normal activities of the living. i am so dead. i did try to post a few days back but just when i was ready to hit the Publish button in order to share with the world my incredibly witty and humorous entry, my pc hanged. must've been an omen. the world wasn't ready for such intellect yet. just kidding. anyway, felt too rotten and pissed to write another one after that so... here i am now, making this other post.

before i go, i would just like to extend my thanks to everyone who peridically drops by here and leaves little tags. i do see them and it's very much appreciated :) thanks. hope to return the favor sometime real soon (finals are coming up *rarr*). hope everyone keeps safe and good.