God is Good

i passed my accounting removal exams!!! i am so overwhelmed with happiness and gratitude. there is no way i could have done this without our Lord's help and the support of my friends and family. i was in such a slump when i learned about the all-too-real fact that i was a step away from getting the boot-out of ateneo... the idea of giving up surely crossed my mind more than once, but God instilled in me the determination and initiative to go on and at least try. every event that led to this is surely worthy of a plaque in my life's hall of magical and miraculous moments. makes me want to be a changed person... *sigh* God is infinitely good. i hope i won't slide back into that old rotten rut i got myself into these past sems or i'd surely find myself out on the road to bumdom. i pray for one last thing: that i'd get along day by day IN ateneo (i don't want to get kicked out, really). as if i haven't stressed it enough, i'd really love to stay and graduate from my school. even if i have jumped this hurdle, the ghosts of past failings still haunt me and are all too ready to creep up my neck and give me the heebie-jeebies... it's as if they are permanently installed shadows constantly reminding me that i have yet to rest to rest on my laurels 'coz the worst ain't over just yet. this is where i entrust my faith to God... asking for the will and the strenght to carry on according to His will. i will do my best and hopefully, He will do the rest.