the long wait home

the long wait home

on loop: pointless chatter

nope, it's not a typo. i really meant WAIT, not WAY. it's so hard to wait. nakakapagod talaga. it just drains evrything out of you... especially if hindi mo alam kung ano nga ba ang inaantay mo. malay mo, nagaantay ka lang pala sa wala. sometimes it's easier, and smarter, to give up. but that's easier said than done. all this waiting is messing up with my head so much so that i never realized i could get SO paranoid. this sucks. i can't even rationalize anymore, it's hard to think straight if you're the one involved. hirap talaga maging tanga. ahahay. i need a vacation hehe.

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can't hurry love ~ phil collins

My mama said
You can't hurry love
No, you'll just have to wait
She said love don't come easy
But it's a game of give and take
You can't hurry love
No, you'll just have to wait
Just trust in a good time
No matter how long it takes

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ang dami palang bagay ang pwedeng mangyari sa loob ng isang araw. gigising ka yuwing umaga, hindi alam kung ano haharapin sa araw na iyon. wala kang kamalay-malay na pwede na pala mawala sa iyo ang pinaka-mahalagang bagay sa buhay mo sa loob ng araw na iyon, 'o 'di kaya'y makamtan mo na ang pinaka-matagal mo nang inaasam at inaantay. tadhana nga naman (naks ang emo). anyway, ba't ko nga ba pinag-uusapan 'to? honestly, i don't really know. wala lang, naisip ko lang. inaaksaya ko lang oras niyo ehehehe. hay.