boy bawang and choc-nut

boy bawang and choc-nut

on loop: true ~ ryan cabrera

gaahh. i'm so tired. there's so many things swimming around in my mind but i'm too much of a lazy bum and idiot to do anything about it. ANYWAY. i went on an errand spree today... had to buy a lot of things for the office today. mini-renovation. got super drained. had to move from one place to another, lugging bags and bags of (heavy) stuff all by myself. and by the way, there are new sales reps already whom my dad hired. ang daming cute! hehe just kidding :p they're good, smart people and i hope they do their job well. it's their first day today... and so far, they're allright.

at work, a new batch is coming up for our account if i was informed correctly. hehe how exciting. it seems not too far back when i was still a trainee... hehe those were the days. i'm excited for the new batch, hope they do well. and by the way, i received my first big break at work a few days ago. for the month of february, i was ranked as the number one agent on the floor. hahaha. how weird. i didn't even bother checking out the stack rankings when it came out, but everyone kept congratulating me and stuff. turned out i was number one. hehe feels great. and what feels even better is the bonus i received with last friday's payday and the bonus i will be receiving on the 20th's payday. hurrah!

last saturday, my teammate from work was giving out boy bawangs and choc-nuts. for those who don't know, boy bawang is this tiny little packet of corniks... hehe. lalang. i got so nostalgic and sentimental and reminescent and weird at te same time, sitting at my cubicle waiting for a call. made me think of life and stuff. haha mega emo once again. i really couldn't explain those times when i just drift off and think. think, think and think. i think opf everything and everyone and sometimes i feel as if i myself is being detached from my consciousness and i operate on auto-pilot. i think (there i go again, hehe jk) that's what they mean when they say 'drifitng away with your thoughts'. i don't really like it when i get those episodes... i have a hard time dealing with my thoughts and sentiments. weeeeeirrdd (and quite psychotic actually mwahaha).

a friend's dad moved on the sunday before last... and all though times like these will always be a part of life, nothing can ever preapre anyone for it. and all though remnants of the pain will always remain, one can grow and learn from it. i'm hoping that my friend and her family will be stronger and closer still. hey, my prayers are with you. anytime and anywhere, just let me know, for as much as i can, i will :)