Friday, September 24, 2004

dum-de-dum

dum de dum...

on loop: sunday morning ~ maroon 5

came across this little thing this morning, thought i'd share it Ü :

A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty:
he said...no.

She asked him if he would want to be with her forever....
and he said no.

She then asked him if she were to leave would he cry,
and once again he replied with a no.

She had heard enough.

As she walked away, tears streaming down her face,
the boy grabbed her arm and said....

You're not pretty you're beautiful.

I dont want to be with you forever. I NEED to be with you forever.

And I wouldnt cry if you walked away...I'd die.

(sorry for the mush hehe didn't settle all that well with me either)

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since two days back, i've been almost run over thrice already. and since last night, i've been receiving all these stupid chain letters that all sound the same (love love blah blah), and since wednesday, i've been hearing this certain song EVERYWHERE i go. weird. it's not even a new song... one of the later ones with about four revivals already. even received a ringtone of it for my phone. weird these days. i think the Lord is telling me soemthing, i just don't know it just yet. hope it's good though hehe Ü

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finals week is coming up... and the workload is fast piling up. it's as if all the professors are going into a frenzy since they're about to finally release students from their clutches, but they won't let 'em go just that easy. harhar just kidding. so i'll really have to focus these next couple of weeks so i can enjoy my break without worrying if i failed or if i failed. eheh just kidding. i owe it to myself at least Ü time to focus.

Friday, September 17, 2004

crazy shmrazy

crazy shmrazy

on loop: do i need a reason ~ d`sound

these past few days have been crazy. i've never felt more weirded out as i have lately. but i don't even know why... weirrrd. i also have some unpublished posts at my pc at home that i haven't had the chance to upload since i keep forgetting to save it in a diskette and upload it here from school (since the net at home conked out). i've been pretty aimless lately... going about the usual routines here and there, trying to convince lyself that i really am doing something that would lead me somewhere and not leave me smack where i am right now... nowhere. *sigh* the perils of ficle-mindedness and uncertainty.

i'm seriously also thinking of changing my layout. i'm leaning towards bright colors... somewhere around orange or pink. yellow, even. whatever non-drabby. but blogfrocks seem to be down and i don't really get along with the layouts in blogdesign, though they are very nice and all. i was also supposed to watch a play today with my friends but financial constraints stood in the way of freedom of artistic expression so i am forced to lay back and immerse myself in the wonderful field of philisophical readings just in time for a long exam on monday. i'm thinking that i'm to have ample time to soak these immensely philosophical ideas up over the weekend since i'll be isolated in our other house in BF, with no phone, no friends, no nothing. just me and my readings. woop-de-doo.

i think i really need this time off from the world to mull over some stuff and get some things in perspective. just me and my thoughts. perfect. i think i'll go get crazy now! eheh just kidding :) i won't do that, of course. also, my friend sunshine celebrated her big day last tuesday... cool party! hope you enjoyed it. and of course, happy happy birthday :) another birthday girl is andrea... too bad we weren't able to spend some time to celebrate, next time :) happy happy birthday to you too! hope you had a good day to start off your next twenty years and more. hrrrmm... i've also been bored lately. all been same old same old. i've never really been this restless about life ever. i must say i'm getting weirder by the minute. must be my age... tsk tsk.

Monday, September 06, 2004

disconcerting

disconcerting

on loop: ~ The Best of Bread album (nyaharhar ;p)

“Change your life, change your name, still the music sounds the same.” – a line from a song by Bread

I’m thinking of changing the layout for my site. I’m kindof getting bored with the way it’s been, even if I don’t really blog in here that often. Kinda like the way I’m getting a bit bored with how my life is going. I feel like things are going way too slow… and that I might not be headed anywhere after all, or even if I were, I’d probably end up missing it because I’m too slow or something like that. I know everybody’s saying that no one should really rush things, and that they should just take everything at their own pace. I have always been a believer in “God’s time”, like how they say that everything would come in His time and in accordance with His divine plan for you, but one can’t really just leave everything up to God now, could they? Do your best, and He shall do the rest.

Also, a lot of thanks to everyone who came to my birthday dinner even if my house is like a zillion miles away Ü really appreciate all the effort. I know it was hard for some of you to even attend, much less come up with a surprise or something. What was important was that you shared that day with me. Something I don’t think I would ever forget. The get-together was fun, there were a lot of food and drinks (and desserts!) plus there was a videoke machine haha. Very cool. Sa uulitin. Thanks again… hope it was worth your while.

Hrmmm… I also got to see “The Notebook” with Bea. It was beautiful. I’d love to watch it again, but I wouldn’t want to watch it by myself ‘coz I’d look stupid crying by myself haha. Yep folks, it’s a tearjerker… or iyakin lang talaga ako? Hehe. So if anyone out there would want to see the movie (I highly recommend it, worth your time and money) and needs someone to watch it with, I volunteer! Hehe Ü the twists were very apt yet surprising, it’s not at all shallow. I also really liked “A Walk to Remember”, a movie also based on a book by Nicholas Sparks, same genius who came up with “The Notebook”. Nice.

Started this post on a sober note, sorry. For the past several days, I’ve been up to my ears with dilemmas. Things have suddenly been very confusing. Usual things I didn’t even give a thought about were all of a sudden, complicated matters that couldn’t seem to get off my mind. But it’s getting better now… I’m getting things into perspective though I still AM confused. Finally given myself the opportunity to reflect and think about things. And now, it’s slightly clearer. Better than nothing. On a lighter side, I’m excited for the party on Tuesday! It’s going to be in my house to be held by Sunshine for her big day Ü her birthday’s actually on Monday and Andrea, another one of my friends, will be getting older (yet wiser) on the Wednesday after so I think they’ll be celebrating together Ü that’ll be great. Advanced happy birthday, guys!