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booorreedd

on loop: keep on hoping ~ raul midon

i'm now pretty sure that i have a sleeping problem. it's been more than a month now since i seriously can't sleep at night. i am most awake from 11pm till 7am. it may not be so uncommon, but it's becoming such a problem for me already. because i get really sleepy around 730 or 8 in the mroning when i'm supposed to be up and about already. it's like i'm suffering from a nightmare case of jet lag. as much as i try to not sleep during the day, drink milk, tire myself out considerably, lay in bed peacefully, even read a book, i still can't get myself to sleep. it all came so sudden actually. malala na 'to :(

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i realized that i use 'hehe' too much. in blogging, when i text, and in YM. it's like a habit formed within my subconscious... what i have to say sometimes does not seem complete without it, for what reason i do not know. i'm just getting irritated at it. weird ko 'no? (and as much as i want to put a 'hehe' right about now, i will refrain myself from doing so). i think i'm losing my screws. really.

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some of blockmates from admu before said that they were part of this month's bazaar in miriam. if i understood it correctly, sila mismo ang magbebenta and magbabantay ng stall nila so they were asking me to drop by. cool! atleast i'll get to see them (for the duration of this week atleast). hope they won't ask me to buy anything though, i'm broke hehe (had to get that in). buti pa sila, senior project na for LM... i'm still stuck with natsci and psych and stat and all that crummy stuff i've already gone through. sigh. consequences nga naman oo.

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another school week up ahead so i won't be online that much (unless i really have to), kaya blog na ako ng blog. wala lang. and one last thing, remember that no matter how "champion" anyone feels at any given point in his/her life albeit at the expense of others, in the end, only the real winners who worked hard and clean for their prize get to enjoy their victory. just a random thought :) oh and watch "bahay mo ba 'to?" on gma 7 tonight (tuesday, 10pm)... they're going to be there.